It's days like today when from the second their eyes open to the second they close, the day is crazy chaos! I feel rushed, frustrated, feel like I'm forgetting something, mad at myself because homework didn't get done, none of the chores got done and my house is a mess. But then I'm laying there next to them.
Thinking wow I'm so blessed! Im so lucky to be their mom!
Reminding myself that they don't need me to be perfect, they don't need my check list done, they just need me! The short conversations, the hugs, the dinners, and the bed time routine.
And as I get in the bath I think about everything I'm so grateful for from the day. An amazing chiropractor who fits us in last minute, a mom who is there in two seconds to pick up Abby well I'm at the doctor, ward members who take care of Jacy getting her to young women's and keeping her until I finish at the doctor's, girls that sit patiently at the doctor's well I get checked out, quick dinners together, bath time talks, bed time hugs, bed time reading, cuddles and grays anatomy, my scriptures, my books, hot baths, medicine, FaceTime and so much more. That's when the reality sets in, it was a good day. It was a busy day, but it was a good day. ❤️❤️❤️
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